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My golden cream filled friend. ...ok enough if that. Now I want pie! Go my minions into the night! Bring me pie! .. muhahaha..
Our thoughts and prayers for Spirit
A few days ago a local girl was at the Mount Airy livestock auction, she came acrost a starved, sick,weak horse. He was to weak to stand up. The owner of the horse was kicking and beating the horse trying to make him stand up. The girl begged the owner to stop beating the horse and then convinced him to give her the horse.she got the horse home and got a vet to come and see the sick horse. He was starved and due hydrated. The girl started nursing the horse, she has gotten a group of her friends to help take care of the horse. That decided to name him spirit! That are giving spirit around the clock care, even sleeping in the barn so thay are t
PTSD
Sometimes I forget all about it then there are nights like last night and you wakeup screaming. im so tired of liveing with this broken mind. The song asylum describes it best " terror is coursing in me, dreading the final moments when I have to dream and feel you die" I have seen her poor lifeless body on the side of that road so many nights. "overcome by the feeling that I wont get to join you in time, this loneliness is killing me" I don't even want a relationship anymore it all just ends in pain. I just want to be with her again. "deaths images are all around again, there right behind me, there Gona find me. Judgement for the immortal s
now your just somebody that i used to know
(Takes deep breath..prepairs for rant) ok raise your hand if you have been in a relationship that dident work. I have been in more than I can count. And something that drives me crazy. After its over why cant people act civil? He I don't want to be friends and don't even expect you to be nice. But if I for example send a emails to you, checking to see if are alive aftr a natural disaster and you flip out. Well then you can just go die In A ditch ( now that is a example of not acting civil). So to all the norwails out there who think the world revolves around them.... well now your just somebody that I used to know. (And if you think this is
clawing my way back to a normal life
trying to fight my way back to a normal life, geting treated for PTSD, have met a girl who is a huge help and is great for me, shes what keeps me together most of the time. going to group, starting a new job. just trying to take things as thay come.
i hope everyone else is doing good, stay sane and stay safe
Brian
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wow!! was i high when i wrote that...lol,